I JUST WANT TO CRY

Sadness in my mind
The darkness is in my heart.
Pain and disgrace.
I just want to cry.
My heart is made into pieces.
I can’t take this anymore.
Please, get me out of here.
I want to cry again tonight
What a life,
So full of sorrow
They don’t know
But I’m dead inside.
I’m going down
Every day I drown in my fears.
My hopeless tears are so many.
They won’t leave me alone.
Until the day
When I say goodbye
I’m just living in a lie.
That’s all I do.
I’ve got to deal with it.
There’s nothing I can do.
I keep crying every day
In my dark road.
This night won’t let me go.
You don’t care if I’m dead or still alive.
I’m so tired of this.
I just want to cry.
Kill my hopes.
Kill my peace.
Kill my love.
Kill my light.
My life was taken away from me.
I’m walking while I’m dead.
My soul is totally blinded.
My soul is totally clouded.
Somebody get me out of here.
Please.
This pain is killing me every day.
This never-ending sorrow is my disgrace.
I have no good memories now,
I only see darkness around me,
Around us,
Around our souls.
Can’t you see it?
Can’t you feel it?
See it right here.
Feel it right now.
When you realize of it,
It’s going to be too late.
When you regret this
It will be too late.
I can see it.
I know you don’t believe me,
I can feel it
I know you will feel it soon.
I just want to cry
I just don’t want to die.
I just want to scream.
Please get me out of here.
These shadows are stronger every second,
This pain is bigger every moment,
This darkness is closer and closer.
I just want to cry